15 hours to Albuquerque
99$ Hampton Inn Stay
Night
6 hours to Grand Canyon
Take pictures
7 hours to LA area.
Night
Visit with friends.
14 to Portland
Night with friend.
3 hours Seattle.
Category Archives: Future Plans
Porgasm
I pop zits. I know I’m not supposed to but I do anyway. Nothing makes me crazy like a bump. I’m not particularly vain, It’s a textural thing. Same compulsion that makes me pick at scabs. Unlike scab-picking (which hurts) zit-popping has a visceral element of relief. A gooey white glob of gunk erupting from the peak of a tiny, engorged pore. An effect I can only call gratifying. I’m not too concerned admitting this since I suspect facials are a Brazilian way of doing the same thing. Continue reading Porgasm
Home Practice
I just want everyone to know. I’ve done yoga for myself nearly every day this month. It’s how I keep making such good decisions for my future.
-Ro
Star Wars
Honest to gawd truth, I had no clue there was a new Star Wars movie coming out today. It’s a pretty insane concept considering my interests and friends, historically. It might be the most telling evidence of my change. I’m just not the person I used to be. Or I’m finally myself again. That part is still unclear.
Either way, my only personal affection for Star Wars is limited to Return of the Jedi. I remember experiencing a very base attraction to Mark Hamill as a young Jedi and an even baser attraction to Cary Fischer as a woman. She’s the first princess I ever identified with. Her way with Harrison Ford says it all.
Anyway, I’m really glad they are making this new trilogy. I’m even happier I don’t give a damn about it. I have zero investment. If it sucks, I’m not out anything. If it’s epic, I have that to look forward to. I’m pretty sure I’ll have time for Hollywood nonsense in another few years or so.
300
Has it been that many already? Well, *shrug* this is Sparta or something.
The actual steps of moving aren’t far out of reach. It’s taking the steps that seems insurmountable. I’m so close to the end of my checklist every time I look up I can smell the Pacific Ocean. Leaving for no reason might be hardest. It takes a lot to get up out of a comfortable spot. And I’m really comfortable in Memphis.
A comfort born out of callouses and puffy red eyes. Watered with tears, the roots of my story have grabbed hold of me. This seed is ready to plant and all I see is hard clay dirt. There are stones still left unturned, despite my contrary efforts. It’s good for all of us that way.
Ah hell, let’s be honest. One or two more steps will involve local stones.
Suicide Survivor
Someone introduced herself as a suicide survivor once. Interest reflexively piqued, I’m immediately suspicious of anyone advertising self harm. Continue reading Suicide Survivor
Southern American Princess
I am very interested in this rental. I am planning a move from Memphis, TN to the Seattle area in January. I’m able to visit expressly to sign a lease for the right apartment.
I’m an excellent tenant and have a savings in place to support myself for at least 3 months. I am confident I can find employment within that time. I am looking for 6-12 month leasing terms that allow cats.
Please send me any information you have available for this rental or any similar to it. Thanks!
Needlessly Blinding
It’s going too fast. All of this is too fast. It feels so perfect though. Could I finally be doing it?
Am I flying?
Moving
Whenever I think I’ve missed what I’m looking for it’s usually just up ahead.