I lost it a little.

One off-hand remark and reality smashes down.
The things I lost all shipwrecked around.
So many bodies.
So much love.
Self-aware, my gut tells me it’s best.
Knowing doesn’t make it hurt less.

Move forward
Never go back.
I am Orpheus.
Facing fears
Always doubting.
I just can’t look back.

Raised unwilling to do it publicly.
Amicable decisions make bad teevee
Walk discreet
Talk discrete
Amazingly acts of communication!
Hard work. Yielding remuneration.